No One Else But Me

Numbness spreads, bursting the threads holding my sanity in... the end begins, and I am lost... can’t hit pause, I can’t feel anymore, can’t even the score, I keep taking punches, making a home of the dungeons, I can’t seem to escape, I quit trying to run away, they follow me wherever I go... it’s …

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Which Ever Comes First

My sins are all I have left, I won’t be giving them up for forgiveness, some unholy theft, I have no need to be blessed... their pain is all I have anymore, the only thing I can hold on to, reminders of the life I lived before, in this life I live without you... they’re …

Where I Belong

I dwell in darkness, it’s where I belong, in nights starless, so withdrawn, my only company, Loneliness, my destiny, a lovely bitterness, holds me close, always painful, an embrace I never chose, a fidelis betrayal, I can never leave her, she is always there, her touch is bitter, but...she’s the only one who cares... so …

Road To Nowhere

Cruising backroads to nowhere, I’m sure I’ve already been there, breathing in the cooling air, the peace is...just so fucking rare, sure as fuck wasn’t bought by prayer, and it sure as hell ain’t my fair share, I don’t deserve any of this, I swear the world in my rear view glare, as the wind …

Let’s See

So much has happened, dreams abandoned, what the fuck went wrong? was I lost all along? distracted by the...bullshit, all fucking counterfeit, what am I to do? so fucking confused... I never thought I’d go this far, now I’m another fallen star, thrown from my home, forever I will live alone, and that’s ok, I’m …

Goodbye

I’m saving myself some time, purging you from my mind, if there are no more memories, then there’s no more misery, so I’m leaving you in the past and this time it’s gonna last, no more tears from these eyes, no hiding behind worn out lies, forever was just a day with you, an eternity …