Lucky

Every now and then, somebody comes along, who sees through our mask, and reminds us of who we really are, and if we’re lucky, we get to hold on to them for a lifetime... © 2018 Grabbety Covens The Perfectly Imperfect Bunch

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Just The Same

It’s two steps forward and thirteen back, just enough hope to think...maybe, but then reality strikes, and drives me to the point I no longer want to be sober, I want to numb everything, but there’s no escape there either... not really, just for a few fleeting moments, moments when pain succumbs to peace, and …

Nothing

Nothing, Is what I am, Is what I do, Nothing, Are the thoughts not moving in my head, The words not forming as I type, Nothing, Is how I feel, Is who I am... © 2018 Grabbety Covens The Perfectly Imperfect Bunch

Why is that?

Complications, I long for the time before life taught its lessons, But only if I keep the experience from them, A sort of edited rewind. To know of addiction without having to experiment, That experiment becoming a lifestyle, The lifestyle leading to the grave, Early, Oh, To know the sweetness and the wretched depravity it …

Mistake

Mistakes, I’ve made a few, but my greatest, no doubt, is you, gone from my hand, and I never knew you were there... you were, and are, too good for me, way out of my league, so I acted like I didn’t care, but I didn’t know, and, my god, do I care, but you’re …

Hello All

I've been away for awhile. I've been distracted lately, working seven days a week, and had an unexpected death in the family. I will return soon, promise. Grabbety Covens

So tired of love songs…

So true…
-Grabbety

Between the lines

6594026315_fec38821cd_bHe looks at me with such innocent eyes. “But you liked the music…” He wants to know why do I look so sad. Why do I feel so alone. Why can’t I listen to the damn radio anymore. “Why?”

Torn between love and hate, reality and appearance, “you and me” and “us”, I choose to lay still, waiting for the storm to pass me by. It happened before and I survived, so I embrace the silence and I just close my eyes. Just…don’t. Don’t make me listen to this melody on repeat.

Do anything else…

Run your fingers through my hair, like you used to…

Kiss my neck gently, sending shivers through my body, like it was before…

Hold me tight, let me feel the warmth and the safety of your arms around me, like you promised to…

Or, maybe, walk away, leaving me with my thoughts. I’ll let you…

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